The Rejected Alpha's Vengeance

Chapter 451 The Thoughts of A Broken Subject

[hawi]

the sacred island was proving to be anything but sacred and hawi was losing her shit over it all. she had tried her best to understand the things that were going on but at every twist and turn, there was more that she needed to be worried about, more that she had to take in.

the possibility that trey was truly hudhayfah's mate was the one thing that got her wondering what part of the world she had been brought into. on one hand, she had been born and purposefully created to eradicate the russels.

hell, she had been made to understand that these people were nothing good for the realm.

they were the monsters that hawi and her people needed to work together to rid themselves of, but right now, they looked like any normal people that hawi had interacted with over the years.

they looked harmless. it was sort of disappointing, especially with the blood that had been spilled by them. they were the evil she needed to wipe out for the sake of the realm and she was the part of life that everyone relied on for the longest time.

perhaps it was a long, hopeless, and somewhat insane gamble, but none of that would ever be greater than the other gamble she had been thrust into. a life that got her wondering what the fuck was happening right then.

'life's a fucking joke,' hawi thought to herself angrily as she watched them. she couldn't believe that all of this was real and happening when this was the part of the chaos that even she couldn't control.

mate bonds were scared, and they had been taught that from the moment they had been born. but right now, the universe was giving her the hardest choice in her friend group and hawi hated every little bit of it.

this wasn't what she had hoped to reign in, it wasn't the kind of happiness that she had hoped to get when the sun went down and the war was over.

as it was, perhaps this was never going to be over, because how the fuck was she supposed to fight that which was meant for the very people she had sworn to give whatever they wanted.

how was she supposed to tell hudhayfah that she had to kill his mate and how the fuck was she even to explain to mbali that life was a complex bitch and that she had to make the tough decisions to make sure the realm was sane rough for the everyone?

this was crazy.

'well fuck,' hawi cursed as she watched how trey was staring at his sister and his brother in the cage. you would think that this was what their heaven looked like, but there wasn't a heaven here.

there was only one person with friends who she had hoped to see their mates, and also friends she had to make the hardest life's choice for at the moment. happiness was truly the one thing she couldn't have.

their sins had to be a little crazy for that decision to be made and hawi wondered what the fuck the world before her looked like.

however, as she looked at malika who was sighing in relief, hawi couldn't begin to imagine what the fuck had happened in their pasts that had made their present this complicated.

was the future something that they would bring together then? or was it something that they could only ever fantasize about in a realm that was fueled by the rage of a wolf who had nothing left to lose then?

here in the cage worse than razia's, sebastian knew hawi was determined to kill them all and she would undoubtedly succeed if their dead brothers were not even poof of the madness they lived in all.

the fact that hawi had not even spared a little kid, the same kurt that they hadn't even known of, went a long way to remind sebastian of the side effects of what a broken heart looked like. this was where they had gotten and they had pushed hawi to this point.

"seb, no! you can't do that. we are in this, together. we killed her parents and her brother together, we will take the heart of everything like we always do, together," amina said and sebastian looked at his sister, his eyes softening as he ran a hand down her hair.

even to this point, even when this was a cruel fate for them, amina was still choosing family over everything else. she had been with them for years and she had known them better than anyone ever would.

sebastian looked at his brothers who were out of the cage, in the rain that was not stopping, a rain that was the result of their chaos. they had pushed hawi to this point and there was no other way for them.

"amina is right. this is our duty to the realm, to make sure everything is as it was. our parents would be so disappointed if we gave up like this. think of razia, atticus and even nick who died along the way because of hawi.

"if we give up then their lives would have been for nothing. we must see this through, seb. we're dead anyway, so we might as well take the chaos to the highest notch, don't you think?

"we can't let our siblings' lives be gone like that. seven go in, seven come out, remember? if we are to die, then we all die. especially now that the three of us are already dead. whatever fate it is, we have to face it together, so chin up and let's fight.

"if we are to go down, then at least we'll go down knowing we gave our best in the fight against the craziest bitch the universe ever created," trey said earnestly. he knew this wasn't the best of things for them, but what else could he do?

this was his family.

granted, he hated the fact that he was just knowing his mate like this, but the universe was playing games with them and they had to fight back. they had to survive and make sure they made it to the end of the battle.

no matter what happened along the way, they had to keep holding on.

"trey is right too, seb. if we go down, we go down together. besides, we are the enemies of the realm. no one will ever truly love us. our mates will forever look at us differently..."