assistirfilmes Chapter 71
Chapter 71
Time passed relentlessly without me clearly perceiving how each day went by.
I had been eagerly waiting for the weekend to come. As soon as I woke up on the weekend, I dressed neatly.
Since the Duke Geyrus family had agreed to send a carriage, I left my room to wait for the carriage to arrive.
Passing through the quiet dormitory corridor on the weekend, I stepped outside and calmed my mind while breathing in the early morning air.
“...Felix.”
As I was walking down the empty street, I was startled by a low voice coming from the quiet street and turned my gaze towards it.
I thought there would be no one, but only then did I notice Helena hiding in the shadow of the building.
“Helena...?”
I had a lot to think about for the past few days, and since our schedules didn’t match, I hadn’t had time to meet Helena, so it had been a very long time since I’d seen her face.
It had only been a few days, but since we had been sticking together almost every day, I felt a surge of happiness at seeing her after just a few days apart.
“It’s been a while. What brings you out so early in the morning?”
“...I heard you’re going to the Duke’s residence today?”
When I spoke with a welcoming heart, Helena asked me in a low voice, unlike her usual self, and did not respond to my greeting.
Feeling something strange, I looked at Helena and only then did her appearance register.
Helena had dark circles under her eyes and looked a bit thin, as if she hadn’t been eating well.
Blinking blankly at Helena’s somewhat strange appearance, I belatedly came to my senses and answered her question.
“Yes. How did you know?”
Being unable to meet Helena often these days meant I didn’t have time to tell her about the Duke Geyrus family.
Since Sylvia and Pamela didn’t know about it either, I tilted my head slightly and asked her.
Although my tone and expression were the same as usual, Helena frowned as she looked at me.
“...Don’t you have anything to tell me?”
“Huh? What?”
Unable to understand Helena’s words, I asked back, and she frowned again and let out a small sigh.
Seeing her seemingly uncomfortable, I swallowed dryly and racked my brains.
“...Ah, thank you for bringing me snacks the other day. It helped clear my head a bit.”
As I was trying to find something to say to Helena, I belatedly remembered and awkwardly smiled, thanking her.
But even after I expressed my gratitude, she continued to look at me with cold eyes. It was very unfamiliar to see such a look from Helena. If it had been someone else, it might have been different.
That’s why I thought I might have done something wrong.@@@@
“Is that not it?”
Helena was silent for a long time. I scratched my head with an awkward smile.
Since I had left my room a little earlier than the time the Duke’s family was supposed to send the carriage, I had enough time to talk with Helena.
“Did I do something wrong perhaps?”
“...Something wrong?”
Helena finally opened her mouth at my question. But her tone was so cold and icy that I involuntarily flinched.
“Yes, I was wondering if I had done something wrong.”
However, I tried my best not to show it and asked calmly. Somehow, Helena’s behavior, different from usual, felt unfamiliar.
Even in Felix’s memories, it was hard to find Helena like this. It could be said that she had never treated him like this before.
At my question, Helena’s eyebrows twitched slightly.
Helena, who heard my words, shouted spasmodically, then looked at me while suppressing her anger.
She had so much to say, but her face showed she didn’t know what to say first because there was too much. After staring at me for a long time, trying to calm her anger, Helena struggled to open her mouth after choosing her words carefully.
“Where is Felix? Where did the original Felix go if you entered Felix’s body?”
“...I don’t know that either.”
“If you don’t know, who would?”
Helena’s question was reasonable in a way.
But it was also true that I couldn’t answer her questions about who brought me here, why they did it, and where the original Felix went.
Even I didn’t know. Feeling like a sinner, I bowed my head deeply and shook it.
“I really don’t know.”
“...Is he at least alive?”
Helena’s voice was tinged with a slight wetness.
If it were others, it might not matter, but in front of Helena and Felix’s family, I couldn’t help but be a sinner.
This time, biting my lower lip, I shook my head with difficulty.
“...I don’t know.”
I inherited Felix’s memories. But that wasn’t proof that he was alive.
I’m not sure if the soul actually exists.
Ultimately, I dwelled in this body, and even I couldn’t know whether the original Felix had disappeared or had been assimilated into me.
“What in the world do I have to ask for a proper answer?”
“...I’m sorry.”
I could only apologize.
I bowed my head even deeper and apologized at Helena’s sharp words.
Bowing my head was partly because I was sorry to her, but also because I didn’t dare to see her expression. Helena remained silent for a while after my apology.
When I cautiously raised my head with courage, Helena stood, dropping tears drop by drop.
Without even thinking of wiping away her tears, Helena’s gaze, looking at me while tears streamed down her face, was filled with complex emotions.
I couldn’t reach out my hand, nor could I not reach out, so I could only stare at her blankly in an awkward posture.
“I’m really sorry.”
I could feel my voice trembling. The clear hostility I felt from Helena’s gaze was like a sharp pain in my heart.
“You should have...”
“...”
“You should have told me. That you’re not Felix. That you’re someone else.”
Helena wiped her tears with the back of her hand and spoke forcefully. Even if I had a hundred mouths, I had nothing to say, so I could only bite my lip and nod, agreeing with her words.
“You,”
“...”
“You played with me.”
“That’s not...!”
I wanted to say it wasn’t like that.
But as if she didn’t want to hear my answer, Helena turned around quickly and started walking away.
I couldn’t stop Helena from leaving, so I could only stand there blankly, watching her departing figure.